I don't really know, life has been changing so much, so much shit is coming so fast, and I don't really know how i'm taking it. Like right now I feel fine, but I dont know when the next crash is coming. I only have a few more months then i'm alone again, it's a weird feeling, like a countdown. I spent 5 years building up safty and a social circle, then I threw it all away because of what? Boredom? It's weird, now I have built something new, and thats not exactly gonna last long. Writing this is pretty usless, but it's nice to get my thoughts in order, nobody reads this shit anyways. I'll probably look back on this page and laugh about how cringe this is, ya know the whole cycle of no matter what you from 5 years ago is cringe, I hope me in 5 years is more stable
bye
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